{"id":1119,"date":"2008-09-08T10:39:52","date_gmt":"2008-09-08T15:39:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pinkhairedgirl.net\/?p=1119"},"modified":"2008-09-08T10:39:52","modified_gmt":"2008-09-08T15:39:52","slug":"forgiveness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/?p=1119","title":{"rendered":"Forgiveness&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>friends, the following is an apology to all who read this blog.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>for the last 6 months or even longer than that, i have been throwing not-so-subtle hints out that my support for south africa has been significantly short. however, this isn&#8217;t your burden and not one i should have put out here as much i did. i feel a great sense of conviction that i took advantage of this platform. though ultimately my intentions were for something good, i pushed it beyond an appropriate level.<\/p>\n<p>through my own frustrations in this situation, i lost sight of that fact that the financial aspect of a mission trip is also where God wants to teach obedience. not just answering the call to &#8220;go&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>so i ask you, the readers of this blog, to please forgive me. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>forgive me for being a poor example to you: of not trusting Him fully from day one; of not trusting that He would provide (in whatever way that would look like); of not trusting that He had a purpose for me to learn through the frustrations and of not placing full trust and surrender in Him&#8230; in all situations.<\/p>\n<p>thank you for your prayers and your grace through these growing pains of progressive sanctification.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>friends, the following is an apology to all who read this blog. for the last 6 months or even longer than that, i have been throwing not-so-subtle hints out that my support for south africa has been significantly short. however, this isn&#8217;t your burden and not one i should have put out here as much&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/?p=1119\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Forgiveness&#8230;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,165],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-africa-mission","category-box-of-chocolates","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1119"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1119\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}