{"id":1244,"date":"2008-08-13T08:55:26","date_gmt":"2008-08-13T13:55:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pinkhairedgirl.net\/?p=1244"},"modified":"2008-08-13T08:55:26","modified_gmt":"2008-08-13T13:55:26","slug":"so-i-am-just-going-to-copy-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/?p=1244","title":{"rendered":"So, I am just going to copy it…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Heather<\/a> wrote the following post yesterday and in the comments I replied with “I hear you. In fact, I could copy and paste this very post into my own blog and it would ring 100% true. Thank you for being real and for saying what I can’t seem to. Praying for you.<\/em>”<\/p>\n

All day yesterday, I just kept coming back to that post and how so much of it — just totally mirrors my life at the moment and in the last few months. I finally decided… what the heck… I’ll just copy it. It says everything I need to say and without the gory details.<\/p>\n

So, here’s my heart, wrapped up real nice by someone else.<\/p>\n

“I am, for the first time declaring that I am pissed at God.<\/p>\n

I find myself able to fall into his strength and love when my world is falling in, but today I have been confronted with something fairly simple and yet I am mad!<\/p>\n

I feel like I have sacrificed so much for him (relatively speaking). I have been patient, attempted to be open and willing and given up so much. What fuels my anger is the fact that as I’ve continued to struggle, I have seen multiple ways out and into the light, but then last minute things turn black again. It is so frustrating.<\/p>\n

Sorry for being real and so vague all at the same time! I only share because that is what I do here. I share because I know there are others out there who are pissed too.<\/p>\n

So I sign off as a pissed off woman of God who is confused, but willing to keep on trucking if it means I will bring him Praise! H”<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Heather wrote the following post yesterday and in the comments I replied with “I hear you. In fact, I could copy and paste this very post into my own blog and it would ring 100% true. Thank you for being real and for saying what I can’t seem to. Praying for you.” All day yesterday,… Continue reading So, I am just going to copy it…<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[165],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1244","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-box-of-chocolates","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1244","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1244"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1244\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1244"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1244"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1244"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}