Please pray a specific prayer for me today. I feel like my boldness against the enemy is causing attacks in areas I most definitely don’t expect. You know… looking one way and the attacks come from behind so to speak? I’m doing ok, truly, but I am so angry that by cleaning up the mess of other people we are the ones on the frontline of the battle.<\/p>\n
I wrote this in my quiet time last night after reviewing my day.<\/p>\n
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untitled <\/strong><\/p>\n too haunted by the memories the wind dies and on the ground i land to forgive. to move forward. Please pray a specific prayer for me today. I feel like my boldness against the enemy is causing attacks in areas I most definitely don’t expect. You know… looking one way and the attacks come from behind so to speak? I’m doing ok, truly, but I am so angry that by cleaning up the mess… Continue reading untitled<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[165],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-421","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-box-of-chocolates","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/421","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=421"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/421\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=421"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=421"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=421"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nslipping off a shelf, my heart
\nshattered into a million tiny pieces
\nthe pieces of my joy, hope and peace
\nonce held in great value
\nnow broken<\/div>\n
\ndirt and dust mix within
\ncreating anger, despair and tears
\nwhere it seems up is down and down is up
\nawaiting someone or something to mend it
\nbroken i remain<\/div>\n
\nbut never by you, so why now?
\nto forgive you i must
\ni’m sorry but it seems too soon
\nnot ready.<\/div>\n
\nhow it makes me feel…
\nwhat it has done to others…
\ndo you even care?<\/p>\n
\nsurrounded by your fingerprints
\npeace seems to never come
\ni know peace can only come from One
\nthe One who has already forgiven you
\nthis is the cry of my heart<\/p>\n
\nbruised and battered i begin to crawl
\ncrawling toward a hope and renewal that seems so far way
\ni know we will never be the same
\nbut renewal, hope and joy is the cry of my heart<\/p>\n
\nwith each tear i cry.
\neach angry thought.
\neach chill of bitterness.
\ni pray for a renewal
\nmy soul, my heart, my mind
\nLord, i pray again today<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"