{"id":906,"date":"2008-05-23T17:19:07","date_gmt":"2008-05-23T22:19:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pinkhairedgirl.net\/?p=906"},"modified":"2008-05-23T17:19:07","modified_gmt":"2008-05-23T22:19:07","slug":"doubt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/?p=906","title":{"rendered":"doubt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>doubt it is a funny thing. it just seems to creep in when you least expect it. everything seems so perfect&#8230; so orchestrated&#8230; so in alignment&#8230; then BAM&#8230; therein enters doubt. the kind of doubt that wipes out everything you once thought was running along smoothly. the kind of doubt that soon follows with a blunt &#8220;no&#8230;.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>why am i talking about doubt? well&#8230; doubt has entered into the africa mission with thrive africa. yes, i still feel called&#8230; yes, i still have the desire to go&#8230; but now, there is a significant doubt as to this being the time and place. so i am backing out of the application process for this particular opportunity.<\/p>\n<p>i know it seems sudden and like a fast decision&#8230; but that is how clear the &#8220;no&#8221; is. so, i don&#8217;t really know what i am doing or what i am supposed to do and there&#8217;s frustration in that, but there is a enormous peace that He&#8217;s still got control and that i am just to continue seeking Him. my jobs easy.<\/p>\n<p>thank you for your continued prayers.<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m writing this post at the airport waiting for my flight to okc. i am so excited to hang out with <a href=\"http:\/\/flowerdust.net\">my bff<\/a> and just retreating a bit. we&#8217;ll be carrying on the tradition of getting tattooed\/pierced&#8230; more info on that to come.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>doubt it is a funny thing. it just seems to creep in when you least expect it. everything seems so perfect&#8230; so orchestrated&#8230; so in alignment&#8230; then BAM&#8230; therein enters doubt. the kind of doubt that wipes out everything you once thought was running along smoothly. the kind of doubt that soon follows with a&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/?p=906\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">doubt<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,62],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-906","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-africa-mission","category-travel","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/906","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=906"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/906\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=906"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=906"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sherecovery.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=906"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}